Dropping out of uni

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So, um, hey there, guys!

I just thought I'd let you know that I've decided to ditch uni without even finishing the year and go back to what I now see as my home country. And I'll have a gap year. And I'll try to figure out stuff and fill my time with meaningful things (such as all the Big Bangs and J2 fics and tLotR DVD extra marathons). Stuff happened, and to be honest I've been having my doubts about this whole life abroad thing for a while now, so... For those interested, I'm a so-called third-culture kid, and fitting in has never been easy for me anywhere. But I've never felt more out of place than here and now. And seeing as I'm not exactly a poster child for mental stability, it's been doing funny things to me, and I just can't take the risk of yet another major flip-out.

So yeah, I've got at least one year of being of no benefit to the society and freeloading at my parents' place ahead of me. Expect a lot of updates, I'd say? Probs some original arts among other things, too, and some fanart disguised as original art. I'll most likely try out for some art schools back home next year, as the applications for this year are closed already. TBH, I don't want to think about any of that yet, because I'm just tired as fuck. I'm all but counting hours until my flight already even though it's, like, 3 weeks away. OTL

So yeah, I'm sorry I've been kind of slow on the updates lately... I swear I'm not ditching the DC Titanic!AU! Just got a lot on my mind, and also been working on some stuff for lj that I can't post yet. And marathoning SPN like crazy to keep the anxiety at bay. ; - ;

Sorry about this sudden glob of angst....
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CloudMercury's avatar
I hope you're happy with your decision, that's all that matters! :D